At first when I got the question I was all "well, I can't tell a difference yet because he's still so little." But I don't know, I was kind of lying when I said that, because it totally is. From the moment he exited the womb and I held him in my arms it was different. It is so hard to really figure out why, and therefore even harder to elucidate on the matter, but he just turned 9 months old and I am feeling the need to wax sentimental and mushy so I will try.
It may be because I know that one day he will fall in love and some other lady will have his heart and that until that day, I am THE lady.
It may be that he is the only other male person who gets as much affection from me as he does other than Mike.
It may be that he is a miniature Mike and every time I look at him I see Mike and, well, I really like Mike.
It may be seeing their sweet Father-Son relationship and knowing how much that will deepen with the years.
It may be his sweet smile,
It may be all of these things and more that I can't put into words, but it is definitely different and it is all together wonderful.
Alright, thanks for indulging me and my sappy self, I'll be done now.